My life is like a rollercoaster ride these few days... full of ups and full of downs.
when my heart is beginning to open fully to others.. i learn a very imporant lesson..
firstly, "now i learn to keep my mouth sealed and zipped la" quoted from my jiemui. tt actually how i feel...
even if "transmitting" words from frens..dun do it..
at first i tot everything is a misunderstanding... but when i tink back.. how can someone treat u as fren and suspect you..and your character? maybe it reali pure curiosity.. but it is just like a knife stabbing into my heart.
reali treat me as fren? from the bottom of your heart?
from this incident..what do u find out about me? nuting! i am wad i seem to be. i won`t lie.. if i say, i`ll admit.
when did i deny things tt i have done?
i still tot we share the same philosophy of life.. sighs..
dear say i know nuting about human relationship.. maybe i reali don`t.
although it doesn`t reali matter to me now.. because i choose not to know.. i rather believe that u treat me as fren sincerely from now on.. and spend the whole poly life happily.
for today, i am so unlucky! i lost my balance and almost fall down! my labtop fall hard on floor and my heel fly up high! lucky hhui hold to me tight! =) and thanks to strangers who pick up my smelly heel and heavy labtop! =pPpPp
dear, why u didn`t appear immediately? tot u will hold me tight when i fall? =PPpppp
rushin for UID project. din wan go sch tml! *cheer*
den went to eat laksa wif 2 huis.. yummy! i simply love the laksa + add spicy !! =) hhui vv cute la.. wan come my hse still buy cheese for butter! butter love it k! butter say: "woof woof~ thank you hhui aunty!" =))
and thanks to dear for coming my hse and accompany me to chat! =) i feel much much better!
And thanks to ade and clarissa!!! ade, one day we meet kkkkkk! catch up wif our lives...
clarissa, thanks for our conversation!!! beside huis, you are my close fren in poly! promise after exam, gai gai wif butter hor. =p =)
Mango
