everyone feels that everyone around them is fake.. but i have a question.. how true u are to others?
well, for me.. i can admit that i am not 100% true to everyone!
i keep my thoughts and feeling to myself most of the time. unless i reali can`t tolerate.. then i voice out.
and i jolly well know tt not everyone around me is true to me. i can see and sense it. but i dun blame them at all.
it human nature.. everyone must learn to protect themselves.
everyone have their secrets, their thoughts, their own feelings and we can`t blame them if they refused to say.
the only time i put down my "self-defence" shield is when i am wif my dear , butter and ade.
among so many friends.. i only trust ade fully.. i tell her everythings since pri school.. she never hurt my feelings( except those "silly jealousy" tingy in pri sch =p).
she is the first one whom i share my joy with when dear and i just together.. bla bla..
for meiling, sometimes i feel that she is in another world.. different from me.. but she can understand my feelings...
and for xh and hh... sorry to say, i dun reali understand both of you fully at all.. i only can see both of you at the surface, happy or unhappy. and we have fun in class.. that it.
Mango
