Night time come again... Another long and lonely night.......
am i reali not contented? why there is emptiness inside me? can i juz erase all e memories away from my mind?
well, was goin out and my cute butter did dis-> 1)running to e bag 2)hoppin to e bag 3)waitin for me to put her in e bag she juz make my eyes sooo watery. >.<~ somehow i know...she know wad is happening...
meetin my beloved ade~ And on e way to meet her...was crossin e road and i kinda of being distracted... so there dis car that is soo near to me... i saw it. but i not scare. somehow i wish e car can drive over me. lol. of coz i dun wan die la.. i juz wan to lose all my memoriesss....................
den perhaps, i am happier?
anyway, ade dun be shock when u read dis... lol.......... i not sufferin from depression.. shop wif her... i am totally brokeee~ >.<~
maybe i should work...................................... or else how to survive. blame myself for not savin money durin school dayss..
Den dis gal always beat me...so pain~ and she make use of my soft heart and force me to do sumting...................... bad ger~ bad ger~ bad ger~ she come my hse till 11pm den gooo.... i reali dunno how i can spend my day for the rest of the daysss ahead. i reali lost...lost in e jungle....... i reali scare loneliness................ very scare......
but i dun wan to be trapped in dat same situation again................. tell me wad to do?
And i can see from butter`s eyes that she miss ______ her behaviour been so weird... weirder when i didnt bring her out today.........
Mango
