had a long chat wif dear 2 days ago... i mean serious, sincere talks. the ways we look at things and how we feels are diff. that causes our misunderstandin repeatly.
and i`m extremely gulity...for loosing my grip on him... i too pessimistic... i always tink that he disappointed me... but didnt i disappointed him too by tinkin dis way?
yeah, i know he has this temper... he always behave this way when he juz wake up, he a da nan ren...and he want a xiao nu ren. i knew all this right from the beginning and i told him i accept all these but why i still unhappy over these again and again? i did not do wad i have said...
he can say real mean things at times and i know he didnt do it on purpose... i juz wish that he can stop sayin all these harsh words when we quarrel anymore.. at least i believe it can lessen my anger. haha.
he is my best fren, my lover... i know i can always look for him when i have ANY problems and he will solve it wif me... dear, pls bear wif my stubborness and be more attentive to my needs k... afterall, all i want is you beside me..=)) ====================================================
anyway, thanks ade for the purple girlish bag..=)) she such a timid mouse. say wan visit my cute butter but still scare of touchin her....-_-||| hehehehe.
my dad gave me ang bao juz now! $40 in my 18 yrs....hmm...let count from since sec1, he never gave me any gifts on my birthdays...my 18th birthday, he finally gave me! =)) why? maybe butter has closen the bond between us ba.coz both of us are butter lovers. HEEHEHE.
i angry wif my mum too. she onli know how to play wif her and refused to feed her! wth!!!! *sleepy* i juz wish to enter nee ann poly. any courses... juz let me study wif him. =))
Mango
