today i reach home...seein butter wavin tail at me and smile...all my stress, sadness seem to go away... i`m smiling...after a long day.......... tink i shouldnt tink much anymore... everything is fated ma... the more i try to solve it, the worst it become so i guess, i shouldnt try to make ting ''better'' anymore. communication doesn seem to work at all.. it seem like silence is the key to no quarrels ba! i must smile! smile for better day! ignore all these uneasy feelings! futhermore, i have butter wif me..=) she make me smile. and wif the promises that *he* kept for me, i must smile! i believe the day will come......................