i made such a bigg big mistake but i feel soo foolish of myself! feel so stupid. idiotic. ahaha.. anyway, i lose dis golden chance to work in hougang...=(
went to kovan to work for a day...it was very hot and stuffy...my legs are so tired after arranging the tons of clothes etc... xingan send me to work at 11am and leave...
BUT he come and visit me at 1.30pm! =) he was washin hammies cages and i called him, complaining how tough the work is... never did i expected him to come down to know how i`m doin after we hang up the fone. =)
was so happy and excited when i saw his face! it give me the motivation to continue the work no matter wad.. i am still blaming myself for my mistakes...=(
he wait at 1.30 pm till 5pm!! sooo sweet of him to wait for me! i feel soo soo touched. it must be so bored to wait for me under the hot sun for 4 hrs! i must do sumting to make him happy, that is....treatin him better and better!=)
tml he started workin, i must continue to find jobs....we must work for our future right??? i know he dun like me to work, but i must....that soo many things we haven do yet....and i wish to do all these things wif U.
thanks for everything. u give me light and hope when i needed u most. i know u watchin over me everytime... i shouldnt be afraid coz i know, u will be there............
Mango
