have breakfast wif xingan before he went to work... feelin so so so lonely... hopin to find jobs but all need 18 and above.... i badly needed job but at e same time, i fear... there dis fear of being independent.....and i am afraid...
anyway i miss him like hell! been sleepin all day without him..i juz feel so lonely, so helpless, so lifeless.. we used to have afternoon nap everyday....both of us...BUT now, i having afternoon nap all alone.
i know it sound irritating but i juz love to stick to him all day and night! wait for him after work, went home and abit of disagreement. i`m so insensitive to his feelings and i am very touched for all e tings he did.... i am so selfish but i juz cant help it....... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~gonna miss him more tml!=(~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mango
